Pete can you help me, like you helped Charlotte?

Where is Pete Wilder when you need him? He helped Charlotte when she couldn’t sleep, now I need someone to help me too. I am lucky if I can sleep 4 straight hours a night without having to wake up and not go back to sleep. No matter what time I go to bed, whether it’s 10pm or 2am I will still not get sufficient sleep. The other day when I found out the Charlotte Rape Story that’s going to happen on ‘Private Practice’ I was so upset that I was awake for 54hours before I managed to get 6 hours shut eye. It reminded me of the episode when Charlotte also was awake for 2days and needed Pete’s help to relax.

When I don’t sleep, I am on the computer, and when I’m not on the computer I am watching Private Practice. I think my trouble with sleeping started when I started to isolate my self off from the world. Since having no job, no partner, and no life I have nothing to look forward too the next day. My body is probably telling my brain that I don’t need to sleep if I have nothing to do for the following day ahead. I don’t blame my body responding in that way either, but at the same time it is wearing me down and making me go nuts. I don’t even know what day, month or time it is anymore, that’s how bad it has become. I even forgot it will be my own birthday on 19th October, and only remembered when I saw a message on my facebook profile about it.

Another thought to why I am such a night owl and someone who can never sleep is because my brain is a constant ticking time bomb with too many thoughts and story ideas. My computer must hate me right now because I have so many scripts, fanfic, poem, short stories, and blog files on here. I wouldn’t be surprised if one day my computer decides to chew them all up and empty the trashcan on me before I have them on a backup disc.

So please Pete, can you help me sleep? I want you to help me like you helped charlotte? Oh wait a minute you’re a fictional character and not real person. If only you were real, I would be off to your office right away, not before seeing Charlotte of course because she is going to need a big hug.