Monday, October 4, 2010

Being Bullied, Poem Three: Written by Me

I dread going to school
I dread just going to Lunch,
As she waits around the corner
Just waiting to give me a punch

I sit all alone at school
On a cold dusty bench
This is when I start to tremble
Inside it makes my heart wrench

I try to avoid her you know
But she seems to always find me
I try to call for help
As she shoves me against a tree

She makes me feel guilty
Like I’ve done something wrong
I guess I can’t stop her
As she takes what’s left of me along

She picks on me in different ways
From hitting to calling me names
But to her this is all
Having fun and playing games

Sometimes I just brave it out
As she gives me a bash
I don’t know why she does this?
To make me feel like trash

When ever I am in my class
She gets into my cloudy head
I just wish she would go away
She’s someone I have always feared

She makes my life one big misery
And deep down it makes me feel bad
She makes me feel like I’m to blame
And all the time it makes me sad

I don’t wish this upon anyone
I just hope my bully won’t stay
I really do wish my bully
Would just forever go away

It’s easier to be said though
Than it is to be done
I just don’t know what to do anymore
Which tells me she has won

I can’t do anything to stop her
But I do my very best to try
Even if I actually did
She would no doubt just deny

1 comment:

  1. Being bullied is awful. I was never beat up. No girl targeted me and ruined every day of my life. I wasn't thrown in trash cans or physically hurt in any way. I was teased by many as a kid up through my teen years. Looking back, it wasn't that bad. At the time, it was very hurtful. I hate that bullying is a big problem. I hate that you were bullied. Why do people have to be bullies? *sigh*

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